single_man_tear | Journal Entry: Dear Sam

Dear Sammy,

Quiet day today. Still kind of reeling from what happened yesterday. I spent most of my time in my room looking for troubles out in the world but really I was just trying to distract myself.

Seeing Kevin again shook me up more than I thought. I keep thinking about everyone who died because of us. I know they're good with what happened but... I just don't like the sacrifices we had to make. And I think I'll never live that down.

So I went to the bar. Pink bartender gave me crap for not drinking her acorn jello shot. (Yeah, you read that right). The cranky Jedi guy is heading to New York and leaving the island. Only met the guy a few times but it's weird that he's leaving. I don't know what he's looking for but I hope he finds it.

And I ran into the whiskey Jedi. I think she understands a bit what I've gone through but still.

Anyhow, I came home expecting to drink myself to sleep and got a call from Garth. I told you I rescued his kid a couple of weeks ago. He smelled me on her. Damn werewolf senses. He's keeping quiet about me but...

I don't know. You know how it is with Garth. Somehow that dumbass always makes me feel better.

He told me about Junior. I don't know what to say. I'm honored.

Technically another version of me named his daughter Samantha which I found hilarious but maybe, just maybe you'd be happy and honored about it too.

Miss you,

-Dean