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Dean Winchester ([personal profile] single_man_tear) wrote2024-04-30 11:05 pm

Journal Entry: Dear Sam

Dear Sam,

I found Kevin.

He went home and nearly killed the guy living there. I hijacked my boss/necromancer and hopped a portal to Neighbor, Michigan. I didn't know what would happen if I brought her but... I guess I'm glad I did.

She got him to heaven. As in she kicked-down-the-door-and-shove-Kevin-through got him to heaven.

Cass and Jack are pissed. I'm not sure I care.

What I don't get is her. The necromancer. She plays off being a pain in the ass every damn day of her life but when one soul doesn't get the final reward he deserved, she nearly killed herself pushing him through the pearly gates.

Nearly killed me trying to recover.

When asked why, she said she did it for herself. And that (and I'm paraphrasing her) angels suck.

I got home this afternoon and just wanted to sleep but I couldn't. I went out to the local bar and got drunk. Talked with the owner and met one of the local cops. No one cares or is surprised that I hunt monsters.

But I wonder what they would think about having someone I know punch a hole in heaven to save a friend.

Anyway. Kevin is in heaven. Where he belongs.

I just wish I hadn't failed him to begin with.

If you were here you'd probably say something to make me feel better about all of this. Quite frankly you'd be full of crap.

I'm drunk. I'm going to bed and plan on feeling like crap tomorrow.

-Dean